Spirit talk
- Carolyn Bagby
- Jun 9, 2021
- 2 min read
When I began learning how to grow, nurture and feed my Spirit, I learned a way to protect yet live openly with myself and others. It was this way when I began learning how food can heal and support my body. Learning how is critical to being. I find myself desiring to truly be open; to change, to growth, to opportunity. Last year was a huge reveal to me. I learned I had narrow thinking in some areas. These same areas I had “looked” at in 2018 yet did not see then how I saw it in 2020. What changed? I couldn’t tell you but there was a shift! I felt it in my spirit and as I sat with these changes, looking at them, shocked, questioning, unafraid of the complete mindsets that were altered, I realized this; 1. I had asked God to let me not grow stale as I aged 2. I had placed a desire before me to question myself so that I could clarify why I act or think as I do 3. I wanted to be able to place how I was raised or what I was taught next to how does this look if I think differently and do I give up conviction or complacency if my thoughts change because I want to be convicted to be kinder, more gracious, more loving and loose complacency so that I am uncomfortable and inconvenienced to be better! It is my strong desire to not just stay the same because it’s easier but to be so uncomfortable that I must change if it improves me and others. If I am uncomfortable, then I am having growing pains and that is a Spiritual awakening I want to be moving towards. Health is not just body, the mind and spirit must be shedding “old skin” to bring health and wellness! Growing old shouldn’t be a stagnant time, but truly more beautiful than youth! It really is a choice, all of life is an individual experience to become better. I hope if you see me in 10 or 20 years, you see an ageless human who is seeking the Creator and to become more like Holy Spirit than self. ❤️
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